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I just heard of this today and had to look it up. In essence it is a symptom of ADHD that has to do with "RSD describes the sudden and intense feelings in response to perceived (or actual) rejection or criticism in some people with ADHD." Sound familiar? It does to me. You know how as a child with ADHD, you got in trouble a LOT. Most words you remember were criticism so you'd do anything to stop hearing it. When I was about 5 or 6, I started getting REALLY good at lying. But the problem is at that age, its really easy to get caught. When I'd get caught, I would be spanked. I was born in 1974 so ADHD was not a thing and parents had no problems with spanking a child. My dad was a carpenter, so he made a nice thick paddle. I would stick my hands behind my back to try to prevent the inevitable, but it would just make him more irritated. So I would get a couple of wacks on the butt. My parents would feel proud of themselves for the perception of not abusing me. I always wore my pants, they

For once I realize that I'm hypomanic but I'm not sure how to handle it. I'm kind of rapid cycling because I'm flexing between hypomanic and depressed depending on the day. I've gone through some of the over spending rush, but luckily that hasn't been as extreme as it has in the past. Last night, I suddenly was inspired to act on the impulse of getting back into taking classes and working towards a degree. So today I woke up, drove the 30 miles to Seattle to the University of Washington campus. I went to the general admissions office but I already have a Bachelor degree, so I had to go to the Graduate office. I talked to them briefly and then want to the School of Education office to find out about getting a Masters in School Psyc. Of course no one was there. I just dropped in and didn't make any kind of appointment. Then I went to the School of Psychology dept because I wanted to talk to a professor about doing a study on mental illness. I have no clue who to talk to or where to

I don't know why I can't get this into a Deviant submission but I want to make sure my poem is here. Buzz My head wakes up alert I’m hypomanic Buzz I gotta get a shower I gotta get dressed Buzz Underware I’m looking for underware Buzz I gotta go back to school Hey Boobies Buzz I need to go to the bank Don’t forget errands Buzz Brain STOP that! Buzz Don’t go on a spending spree You don’t have the money Buzz Dont forget your purse Should I eat breakfast now or later? Buzz Don’t forget the keys Dont forget the phone Buzz Hey write a poem. Call it Buzz.